fallen`

Woah..

2011-01-16T19:49:00.000+08:00

Rofl, I haven't been updating for close to 5 months! :X
Hais, sec 3 is okay.. but then..
For sure.. I'm very screwed for Geography, Social Studies/History.
I couldn't understand a single bit of Geography..
so depressing x.x! For social studies, I totally don't get it! :@
The worst is I can't understand the principles of governance etcttc.
Which is like WTF!

I wonder if we could feel the same way..
or maybe its just only a damned one-sided thing..
I hate myself.
Why must it be like this?!
Its really ironic that lovers turn to strangers,
best friends turn into enemies.
Well, I bet I can't trust you anymore.
I seriously can't bring myself to..
You're just despo for attention eh!?

Wow so long ..

2010-08-25T19:49:00.000+08:00

Long time since i last posted.. and exams are round the corner..
tests are failing and haish. :/..

~~You ..!! you think i can forgive you that easily?! Nah not so easy. I bet you don't know how much i hate you.~~

"Conceal all feelings and wear a mask.
Lock all doors and shut yourself.
Use a needle and sew your mouth.
Take your heart and chain it up."

1st day of school!

2010-06-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

Started schooling already D:.Holidays just went by so fast.. A start of a new term, a new semester.

Hais, I don't like the new sitting place.. its freaking .. crammed.. and worst, i think there's not enough space.. sians.

Woah.. there's quite a few new teachers teaching 2B .. Hope they .. are nice teachers.. T.T

Miss Ina is our PW teacher ^_^. She's really nice ~ Mr Yuen is our english/lit teacher~ Though he's strict, he still jokes xD! His lessons are quite funny . I think I quite enjoyed his lessons.. other than I think I have to lengthen my skirt... but the new school skirt's standard length is ABOVE my KNEE.. -_-" .. Waste money to lengthen.. Oh well.. Today's not as bad as I thought xD!

~~I wish you won't hate me.. I can't help you this time round.. I have really no choice.. The paper is counted.. and everyone's fighting for marks.. you've got to understand that.. I am so sorry..~~

A mind full of doubts and thoughts

2010-05-31T23:46:00.001+08:00

Now I ask myself..
For Disney's Cinderella,
Did Cinderella know that the prince would save her and she dropped her glass shoe ?
For Shakespear's Romeo and Juliet,
Did they both die in the end because they knew that they could be together ?
If life was writing a book, I hope mine doesn't turn out as a tragedy..

Now alot of song's lyrics make sense to me..
" Happiness is stored in a small box rather than the bigger one. "
" Just be friends. "
" Its time to let go without turning back. "
" I was fine until something called 'love' invaded my thoughts "
etc..
Most of the songs I heard represented my feelings I held in for so long..
Of course, these songs are in Japanese and sung by Vocaloids.

Feigning a smile to face the world while hiding my tears. I really want someone to understand but apparently no one does. I really want to cry out loud. Why must I sacrifice my happiness just to please my family ? Why must I put up with every conflicts and my own feelings as a second priority ? I have feelings too.. I am a human too.. Why must you treat me like this ? Not even a single one of you comforted me when I was crying myself to sleep ? You told me not to hate, but this is making me hate him more. I wish you could walk in my shoes and feel how I feel.. You tell me that there is no choice, but you guys are the ones who blocked my second choice. Its driving me insane.. You told me not to hate and cry. If you guys told me not to love, I would become a robot then?! I am afraid I may do some things if I can't tolerate it anymore..

Back from camp~

2010-05-21T13:44:00.000+08:00

Woot! Finally came back from Jalan Bahtera! Lool. Didn't get to bring my phone ;A;~
~Day 1 was ultimately boring as... the wet weather prevented us from doing some high elements & I didn't get to do the hard rock climbing.. Alot of people gave up, but I wanted to try.. ;A;.. The food was okay.. Lights were out at 11pm and the intructors kept shouting "HUT 2! KEEP QUIET!!" ( Which is my hut xD!! ) Fell asleep at 11.30pm or so..

~Day 2 was really fun! Woke up at 5.30am or so to take a shower and breakfast was at 7.30am. We went for kayaking. It was so fun, but the water was darn dirty and muddy.. I had to throw away the shoes as it was... like shit! XD! After that, it drizzled for a short while when we wentto get changed for another round of high elements. I was the second to try out the log walk.. But then, Instructor Victor ( I think this is his name ) told me to FLAP my hands while walking across the darn shaky log. I wasn't afraid but.. I felt like lol-ing out loud and fall off! xD! Then, my class had lunch duties! xD . Hehe, I screwed up scooping up rice. I took my revenge on Raymond , who purposely added alot of veggies into my rice during day 1 dinner. I gave him rice little by little AHAHAHAA!! xD! After that, we went to have some short general stations and later, outdoor cooking! I barbequed 4 marshmellows aka smores.. Lol, my group had no luck starting the fire and our fire was always so weak. Had to go to the other group's fire to barbeque, where alot of people burned their marshmellows BLACK but inside was so soft..~~ Seems nice to eat but I would get cancer from eating too much burnt food, and it was BURNT BADLY! AHAHAH! Then it rained soooo heavily that we had to skip abseiling ;A; !! Oh well .. D: . Then we did the final prep work for campfire performance... I walked in the rain with Mei Lan and other people to toilet. The rain feels darn good when you are damn sticky and sweaty and hot.
Of course, I was drenched~ But it was so cooling!!~.~ . I wanna do that sometime too!! At 5.30pm, we went to bathe ! FINALLY! :D . Later, we went for dinner and then a short briefing before the campfire about the campfire songs. Lol, Mdm Wong also told us that MR ANG aka acs would be coming.. And yeah, he turned up. Campfire was filled with laughter but I was darn tired. I went to eat supper and brushed my teeth.. Lights were out at 12pm but the campfire ended at 10pm.. I fell asleep like a pig after I curled up in my sleeping bag.
Damn, what a mental torture..

~Day 3 was so slack. I woke up at 5.10am and went to sleep.. and woke up at 5.30am again.. and went to sleep again.. I jumped out when my alarm at 5.45am rang. Damn! LOL! Went to bathe while shivering.. was damn cold when I woke up and had a bad blocked nose.. Breakfast was Nasi Lemak and milo. Assembled in the mini parade square or carpark.. w/e .. and they made us do some cleaning up. Then, I realised I left my dirty shoes at the ground floor of the hut! Damn xD! Oh wells. I saw a cute dog, but when I approached it, it barked and towards me.. I didn't run because of the gate was infront of me~ And I didn't want to have rabies if it bit me. Ew. Slacked around and they made us sit for an hour or so before releasing us. Finally~ And now I am back here~

Haish.. meet-the-parents session is on Thursday!! OH NOOO!! ;A; . My L1B5 and L1B4 was damn bad .. L1B5-15.. L1B4-13 . What can you expect of having a result of 1/2 A's (mostly A2's) , 1 B3 and 3 C5! Damn. All those subjects that DID NOT require studying, i got an A. Those that needed memorising, I got a C. Well.. what to do ;A; . But I heard the streaming is according to our L1B5!! Not level position anymore! OH NO!!! I want to get to 3A.. but chances are slim.. Oh well, better not hope or not I would end up disappointed again..

Update le~~~

2010-05-11T08:55:00.000+08:00

WOOT! :DD . Exam is finished after my LC at 10.45am - 11.30am ~! AT LAST! :DD!!
Can play and play for awhile~ :D

1st day of Holiday

2010-03-16T15:42:00.002+08:00

At last, the long wanted holidays are HERE!
Went to MacDonalds with Wei Lin for breakfast before heading to
school for PUBLIC SPEAKING WORKSHOP-INTERMEDIATE COURSE...
Laughed till my face turned red as usual...
Went home, slacked..
Watch DEATH NOTE 1 again ( gosh, the third time )
and...
FELL ASLEEP due to the cough medicine

March Hoidays!

2010-03-13T19:46:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of school~
And I got back my PPR~
Was a little shocking that I want to cry..
LOL-ed at my English and kept screaming like siao in my head.
I practically wanted to cry!
My class position and the number of subjects I achieved was..
mindblowing. Didn't expect it..
My MSG was a holy crap of 1.6! L1B5 was 8 !
I didn't expect my CA1 to be that good cause I kinda screwed up some tests.
I only had 1 B3 (ugh, History again)!!
7 Distintions is quite unbelievable for a blur sotong like me.
Bleah, Gotta work harder ~
I want to get to 3A, if its within my capabilities~~
It will be a fierce showdown with the godly 2As who are really good in maths
while my maths is CMI (Cannot make it) ..
Worse of all, Math is double weightage this year, if I am not wrong.
Means 74/100 x2 = 148/200 ( noob sia )..
Got an average of 77.4% = practically every subject A1-A2..
quite a feat, but never enough.
There will be still other people who are better.
It will be best if I am for straight A1-A2s ( 8-10 distintions.. )
I wonder if it will be possible to get A2 for English for SA2..
I wonder if I could maintain my maths at A2 .. or get to A1..?
I don't want to drop to Bs and Cs .. ):
March holidays is a no-no break.
Pre-occupied with :
Public Speaking ( gahs ,prefect. )
Choir Camp (Fortunately or UNFORTUNATELY, its a DAY Camp.. )
Damned homeworks ( Alot to do .. Chinese and Maths!! )
Assessment books ( Yeah, the previous post. )
Holidays is just some days you can stay at home to study or slack a bit.
I wonder if the Sec 4 and 5 are stress.. cause its their 'N / 'O levels THIS YEAR.
I heard that prefect investiture is coming soon too..
I don't want the sec 4 prefects to step down so fast..
some of them are really nice and funny ~~
I wonder if i really got the ad-hoc project.. kinda worried ..
Only one who circled it.. oh damn! its hell for me if I get to be
assistant ad-hoc project .. have to wear that stupid milky skirt and high heels.
Its gotta be hell if you want to climb the stairs!

Choir was well today, but Mr. Lim's teaching methods are little..
gay,hilarious and ridiculous..
Hehe, I couldn't help laughing while singing..
some movements really looked like someone practising wushu while singing ..
HAHAHAHAHA. So we were joking that if he keeps calling us to stand with legs apart,
we should do a split during SYF. Sure get GOLD with Honors~ Haha,
the judge will get sent to hospital also, laugh too much till faint mar~~

Chinese New Year over D8

2010-02-18T16:41:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year over .. same with Valentines day..
Was chiong-ing assessment books...
If never finish can't revise and throw away >8( .

I have ( Sec 2 assessments ) :
3 Maths books
2 Science books ( one notebook )
2 English books
1 Chinese book

I have ( Sec 1 assessments ) :
1 Science book
1 Math book
1 English book
6 Test papers for Science
5 Test papers for Maths

Total : 22 ( holy sheeze )

This year must complete -.- .
Sec 3 i throw away all le ! LOL

Today uh... nothing fun lei 8(
Just listening to music and facing a ton of books :/
Anyhow filling up the dumb green form and circled 'ad-hoc project' -.-
If no one chooses, I will be DEAD D:
Today Science Practical on Refraction is quite interesting.
Next week die uh, today teacher informed us got test ... 3 tests in 4 periods.. crazy huh ? XD So next week I have 3 tests..
Final tests for CA1 .. :/ ... so fast.
SA1, CA2 and SA2 will be real quick too.. and for those taking O / N levels.

Chinese New Year~

2010-02-08T21:11:00.000+08:00

Oh wths XDD~~ Long time no post~
Back to my old self~~ :D
CNY is coming HOORAY \ o3o / !
Common test is coming BOO t-.-'' !
Today suay sia.. forgot to bring Math TB..
In the end copy the whole chapter of Algebra -.-
D: 32 PAGES plus needa solve questions sia..
I rather Miss Ho ask me to do workbook instead D: .
My foolscap paper sure run out de..
Tests marks .. so-so..
History, maybe can fail <- maybe WILL de D: .
Bleah. Slack...~~ XD
Okay go back do le..

I am one YEAR older ;A;

2010-01-13T18:18:00.002+08:00

YAY it my birthday.
Unfortunately I grow older by a year, ( and more immature )
Yesterday, I came across the K-pop band BIG BANG.
OMG the japanese song " 声をきかせて " "Koe wo kikasete " is soo nice ;A;
Represents my feelings.

Gosh, My heart really calls out in pain.
its my birthday and I AM SO FREAKING EMO.
My heart cries in misery.
I wish to cry, but seeing that this is my birthday,
I'll not cry..
I'll walk the painful path.
Carry on the journey, and hope for the end soon...

Another song that really represents my feelings is..
「裏表ラバーズ」.. aka " Ura omote lovers " or
"The lovers of the right side and the wrong side"...
Well that is.. I am on the "wrong side.."
Some lyrics that I felt meaningful to me..

"I woke up from my brains dream environment full of good things
After I was invaded by a strange thing called love

My hearts environment split in two, what should I do?
Because there can't be enough capacity to control it

I let my innocent feelings get thrown out by a vauge language
The life wants to highlight the point confirming a spot now somehow. "

I WANT TO BREAK FREE! I DON'T WANT THIS.

Bad Treatment

2009-12-20T00:26:00.003+08:00

Haven't been posting in a long time..
My feelings now :
My utau ( and others ) aren't appreciated at all.. Just Teto, Ruko,Taya , Momo Momone, Mako, Defoko and Luna is enough for them.. they are ALL Japan-produced.. but why don't they accept Overseas utau?
I am not doing thing for attention or you think I have serious PMS problems..
Can't they see the effort put in for the overseas UTAUs ? Its so big.. even though they are not as nice as Japanese Utaus, they are still UTAU's right?
Being a darn deadweight at the UTAU programme sucks.. programming the oto.ini file sucks more. I don't even know what the hell I am doing. :/
No tutorials.. just like the Japanese I learned by myself.. but my computer knowledge has a limit. I am no computer genius or talent.
Being a sucker at burning cds.. I feel worse..
" Yeah right PMS problems, bitch "
OKAY yeah whatever, I just felt really unfair with the treatment given . My darn utau can't even make it into Nico nico douga's top 200 Utau videos...
Perhaps I should do a little soul searching .. while i can..

Utauloid

2009-11-11T13:15:00.004+08:00

Yay! I finished my utauloid :D! Whew hard work.
Still trying to perfect it ...
sounds weird sometimes >< Or like shit LOL
If no one give me "carp" comments, how the "fish" will I improve?!
Beta testing :
http://utau.wikia.com/wiki/Hanakoto_Harune
Signature songs :
Meltdown
Kokoro
~You~
Aku no Musume

Teehee

2009-11-02T22:15:00.004+08:00

Lol, long time no post.
Now I am busy with Choir yeah.
prepare for concert and open house.
I created a Youtube Icon family!!
Hoorayy :)
LOL @
l
v
Name : Pixel Identity

For SA2 , I did quite okay..
4th in class not bad lar..
2/5 of my subjects A1 <- siao -.- ( 4 subjects )
1/2 of my subjects B3 <- B3 fanatic ( 5 subjects )
1 subject pathetic C5! (1 subject <- History LOR)

Got shortlisted to be a prefect yeahh :D
Anyways, the probation period darn long..
say byebye to 'f' word for 3months till investiture D:

Takecares friends (:

悲!

2009-10-24T21:40:00.001+08:00

I am so sad.
I don't know why.
Its the feeling I get.
Sorrow,hate and begrudge.
Its like a maze, lost among my feelings,
my true feelings...
I feel like crying; I feel like smiling,
but all I did was just wearing a mask.
Its very hard to hide my emotions.
I want to run away.
Someone help me, I don't want to be
that scapegoat anymore.
No one cares about my feelings.
The crimes and sins are pushed onto me.
I want to kill, kill them.
Its to hard to bear the responsibility.
I hope, it will end shortly.
And everything will be split.
I need my freedom..
As no one listens to me.
HELP ME!!
HELP ME!!
I don't want to live in this destiny;
which I would end up..
Breaking windows and killing them, in my dream;
like my dream, no one was spared.

My heart could stand no more.

2009-10-12T20:34:00.006+08:00

Here. I will state clearly. If you find me behaving weird, don't bother anyway.
I wish I could disappear into mid-air, like fine grains of sand, just blown-away by the wind. Into the wind I go, following by my heartaches and sorrows. I could never heal my heart, hating and begrudging. Locking away my feelings, heart and sorrow did not mend my heart. Who would be so silly and cry in their sleep? My crying heart could stand no more, for I could no longer catch what I desire. Despair, disappointment would come in my way f I were to expect more. I wonder, why were humans given mortal desire, if they were to suffer? If only they weren't given, how nice would it be? I wouldn't have a conscience to start with and I would not expect anything from myself.
Wearing a happy mask everyday is torturing me. Can someone just release me from this pain? Wearing a fake mask, when you are not even felling that way, it hurts myself more and even though others don't feel it? Why is my heart aching in pain. Crying and crying ... doesn't help at all. It doesn't release me from my despair. I wonder, if I would be free from these feelings.. I would sacrifice my happiness. Even I were to live for a short while, I would be content with it anyway. Why am I so silly, crying and shouting into the pillow. No one could help me or release me from the despair. No one helps me. No one understands me ? Could it be my gate to my heart is closed? No one could enter, only my fantasies and my desires. I am tired of living this way.. why must history repeat itself infront of me again and again. Countless times.
Like a bird; Given hopes and dreams... giving me the ability to fly higher is good.. a great feeling, but when it crashes on you, you fall. The higher you fly, the greater the impact. Tracing the broken shards of memory.. this is the worst my heart was broken. I don't want to wish or desire anymore, for I fear falling again. It has broken my pride. I HATE EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD!
WHY MUST I BE BORN.I AM SURE GOD HAS A REASON. BUT AM I HERE JUST TO SEE THE SUFFERINGS OF THE WORLD?! I GUESS; ALL THOSE COMMENTS YOU GUYS MADE TO ME .. MADE ME FLY... WAY TOO HIGH.
SO, FOR MY SAKE, COULD YOU PLEASE JUST SCOLD ME FOR EVERYTHING I DO? SO THAT I COULD BE STAYING ON THE GROUND FOREVER.YES, I AM JUST LIKE A CRAZY BIRD, ASKING TO BE CAGED UP.
But, my true feelings.. are caged up long ago.. and I don't dare to expose it, not even to the councilors whom I talked to. Not even my friends and family. I just want to.. want to.. stay free from everything.
STOP MAKING MY HOPES GET HIGH! I WILL DROP AGAIN. I DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT THAT. NO, I DON'T EVEN WANT IT AGAIN.Please, no no no I DON'T WANT!

Crying and crying as all it seems,
asking for help is just a glimpse.
Why I am suffering in misery,
when others seems to be laughing gleefully?

It seems that the world if full of unfair,
like a kiwi and an eagle, who can fly up high in the air?
just like my heart; you are so unaware,
the sufferings that you are going to bear.

AHHHHH!
Hey, bring me to the Nuclear Reactor, so that I can dive right in and cry and cry!
The brillant blue light casted around me is engulfing me in beautiful blue.
I just want to dive in, so that all my problems would be solved, once and for all
How nice it will be if that was true.

私わ。。。。わすれない。
嬉しい、悲しい、まだ、前部せつない?
私わ、ぜんぜん忘れない。
全部きもち。。。だって。。私わ。。
ありがと、みんな。ありがと。ほんと。。
だって,私わのこころ。。。嬉しいです。
ほんと. 寂しい. でも, だいじょうぶ.

I created it, its nice to make sentences with japanese ..
If I was to translate it directly (don't bother googling it)
It means ;;

watashiwa..wasurenai.
ureshii,kanashii,mada,zenbu setunai?
watashiwa,zutto wasurenai..
zenbu kitto... datte watashiwa..
arigato, minna. arigato. honto..
datte, watashiwa kokoro... ureshii desu.
honto. sabishii, demo, daijoubu.

which means ;;

I will never forget.
Happiness,sadness,but,all so touching?
I, will never forget for sure..
all for sure.. because I..
Thanks, everyone. Thanks. really.
because, my heart is happy.(desu (です) doesn't mean anything -.-)
really.lonliness... even if its okay.

Finally..

2009-10-02T23:27:00.004+08:00

Screwed up almost every paper.
In a bad mood. Very very emo I think.
My thoughts are really evil !!
I WANNA GRIND MDM ONG INTO BITS OF MEAT AND THROW IT AWAY!
I WILL SKIN HER ALIVE. I DON'T THINK SHE DESERVES TO LIVE.
SHE DOESN'T DESERVE TO BE IN THIS WORLD AT ALL.
Okay enough of my blabbering. Its really saddening.
I really wanna go NA if .. I can't pass my..
no, I will wanna go if I didn't pass 2 subjects.
I feel an intense rush of sadness in my heart.
I feel realy emo and sad -.-
Yesterday ripped off my art piece while crying in anger and frustration.
Yesterday I turned violent at home.
I think I am trying to control my "other self"?
"It" seems to be controlling me more and more.
I can't really resist the violence of mine anymore.
I may just blow up and be freaking violent at once..
AHHHHH!
Hey, bring me to the Nuclear Reactor, so that I can dive right in and cry and cry!
The brillant blue light casted around me is engulfing me in beautiful blue.
I just want to dive in, so that all my problems would be solved, once and for all
How nice it will be if that was true..

What is this in me?
Why am I shaking furiously?
What is this beating in me ?
What is this overwhelm of sadness and happiness?

I need to protect it.
I need to protect my sanity.
I need to.. need to...

SIAN

2009-09-17T20:00:00.001+08:00

I will be MIA-ing le.
EXAM NEXT WEEK LEH!!
2 weeks later is ENG COMPO!
Haish. Me go de-stree le :D
Seeya . Short post yeah.
BUH BYEEEE :D

Sian

2009-09-14T20:16:00.002+08:00

Okay nothing much.
Today nothing interesting.
Expect the new relief teacher tell us
GHOST STORIES -.-
Anyways. I am really SIAN
You know, the ART topics sucked.
And, I really uh...
NO FEELING TO DRAW LE.
EXAM COMING SIA. SO SUDDEN LOR
25 IS THE START OFF HELL!
Btw, I am trying to make my own..
UTAULOID!
Her name is as usual: 春音花琴~
I'll make her sing high pitched..
Since I can't sing high.
1st I need a mic to make her voice bank~
Her brother , 春音木琴,
Will be voice by me too :D
But will be lower pitch.
I think I will finish them by next year~
+ I want to be a nico nico singer too..
UGUUU!! I want to SING!
OH HOLY POO! I NEEDA GO DO THE HISTORY FILE.

OMG

2009-09-13T12:56:00.008+08:00

I woke up at 10.30am today. I rarely wake up that late.
LOL... Today is nothing special.
Just drawing some pictures for my upcoming projects :D
- Kokoro.Kiseki
> feat : Haruna Hanakoto(me)and Haruna kikoto (twin)
- Adolescence ( Parody of Cendrillon )
> feat : Haruna Hanakoto(me)and Haruna kikoto (twin)
- Danjo <- birthday present.
> feat : Haruna Hanakoto(me),Haruna kikoto (twin) NSY and kngjq + other random youtube users... lol
EEEEEEEE NEED GO TUTION LE BB!

She's Haruna Hanakoto. :D
In jap, her name is : 春音花琴.
春 - Spring
音 - Music / Melody
花 - Flower
琴 - Piano
So her name is like Spring's Melody. and the piano its like a flower

He's Haruna Kikuko. :D
In jap, hes name is : 春音木琴.
春 - Spring
音 - Music / Melody
木 - Tree
琴 - Piano
So hes name is like Spring's Melody. and the piano its like a tree

OMG ADDICTED!

2009-09-12T21:54:00.001+08:00

Lol. I am addicted to drawing once more :D
And btw, I love BlackShot!
So cool :D
Get to pwn ppl and ppl pwn you :D
Played with kngjq kena pwned by him yesterday.
WAH PRO!
Only managed to hit KO him once by headshot :D
WOOT REVENGE :D
Later I bombed his friends I think..
Okay I go play le .
Later 12am - 2 or 4am grinding maths/sci/chi and hist
cya bb.
Update tomorrow. NIGHTS :D

Hui Lin you tagged me ._.

2009-09-11T10:08:00.004+08:00

50 Little Secrets .

Be honest no matter what .Then tag at least 10 friends .

01. Who was your last text from ?
-NSY

02. Where was your default picture taken?
-Handphone

03. Your relationship status ?
-Single.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend ?
-Yes.But patched up :D

05. What is your current mood ?
-HEADACHE!!

06. How many siblings do you have ?
-A duck egg.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names ?
-How on Earth do I know?

08. Where do you wish you were right now ?
-In hell :P

09. Have a crazy side ? What do you think ?
-EVERYTIME.Laugh for no reason -.=

10. Ever had a near death experience ?
-I almost got knocked down by some bloody blind driver!

11. Something you do a lot ?
-SMS!

12. Angry at anyone ? Angry at who ?
-Yup.Can I don't say ?

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like ?
-Age.

14. When was the last time you cried ?
-Uhm..

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for ?
-Yes :D

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep ?
-I will think about what will I do the next day.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone ?
-Pei En.

18. What is your favourite song ?
-Michael Jackson's Heal the World!

19. What are you doing right now ?
-Staring at the computer and typing answers.

20. Who do you trust right now ? -
Pei En, Leona, Pavitra, Zoe, Kristy.. I don't want to say the last name. Or not ppl will think wrong.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
-I bought it at a shop -.-

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week ?
-HELL NO!!

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you ?
-Nicole from 1F.

24. Describe your life in one word ?
-HELL

25. Who are you thinking of right now ?
-No one. 'Ballerina' ? nope.

26. What should you be doing right now ?
-Grinding maths, Science and chi.

27. What are you listening to ?
-Bring me to life.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug ?
-My mum.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at u ?
-My mum.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like ?
-No. I act as myself.

31. What is your natural hair color ?
-Black

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh ?
-KNGJQ.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad ?
-Her.

34. What do you hear ?
-Cars honking -.-

35.Do you have any friendship problems?
-not sure?

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before ?
-No. Unless they are vampires.

37. Do you have a best friend(s) ?
-YES! I love them :D

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days ?
-NO!

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer ?
-Yup =D

40.Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle ?
-SIAO ARH?!

41. Are you happy with life right now ?
-Not sure.

42. Are you jealous right now ?
-About ??

43. What jewellery are you currently wearing ?
-earring .

44. What were you doing on Friday night ?
-Watch MONSTER. I wish I could watch the gory-ness of Higurashi again! The romance and hate. UGUUUUUUU! I love it.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken ?
-Yes. DUH!? Whose heart wouldn't?!

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart ?
-ya. DUH!

47. Is there anyone you are disappointed in now ?
-Yes...

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for ?
-Fever + Sore throat.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why ?
-1 plus.. Grinded maths.

50. Tag ten people?
Kristy , Pei En, Zoe , Leona, Liang Le, KNGJQ, NSY, Jannah, Amanda, Alicia.

HEADACHE!

2009-09-10T18:30:00.001+08:00

I feel so sucidal today.
HEADACHE HEADAHCE!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
DUN WANT SAY LE!!!!

Have I gone mad ? :D

2009-09-07T21:32:00.003+08:00

I felt ridiculously happy :D.
Its like I flipped through the
RMPS 2008 year book..
All those nice memories came back :)
I felt like going back again, but
there's still next year ^^.
I was practically laughing and crying.
I really miss Mrs Tan and Liu Lao Shi.
My expression is like those uh... siao ppl.
Laugh + cry = random.
HAHAHA.
Today nothing much.
Ran Dawson with Ding Lin.
Miracle. Around 15 ppl came for ccm. :DD

There's no hatred in me.
And there's no need for me to plea.
I see myself as who I am.
And I see myself doing what I can.

Though hard works don't get appreciated today,
they will still be an aspiration one day.
And even though thy shall be hated,
but a spark of passion will be lighted.

May thy be hated,
And though its fated,
We have to accept destiny one day,
even if your death awaits today.

fushigi kokoro kokoro fushigi
watashi wa shitta yorokobu koto wo.
fushigi kokoro kokoro fushigi
watashi wa shitta kanashii no koto wo.
fushigi kokoro kokoro mugen
Nande fukaku setsunai ?

Randomness FTW :D

2009-09-06T20:35:00.009+08:00

Hehe. I was really REALLY RANDOM TODAY :) .
First, I started blabbering nonsense <- :0
Second, I laughed when I was blowing bubble gum and it flew out. -.-
Third, I laughed when that bubble gum 'lao hong'. <- ROFL.
Fourth, I tripped myself. <- pwned by myself :P

Hehe got pwned by Kevin again.
I killed him thrice , he killed me 20 times.
I really noob lor.

I found some nice games yay!
BlackShot <- Thanks Kevin ;D
Steps Online <- KAWAII DESU!
WuLin <- OMG OMG KAWAII-NESS!

WAH

2009-09-05T08:44:00.008+08:00

Grinded my maths till 4 am today.
Headache
Its the same as psle D:
Lol. Still grind and grind D:

Haha, came back from BlackShot!
YAY I Scored 2000+ points from killing
terrorists and suicide bombers :DD

Hehe. Was really sleepy today ._.
I slept for 3 hours only lor.
I feel like grinding lor.
I SIAO ONE HOR :D

POEM : An Angel's wishes

The nostalgic melodies ringing in my ears..
has washed away all my greatest fears..
For now I make a wish at a shooting star,
which is soaring across the sky from afar.

My hands clasped together as I shut my eyes.
Something is falling, and is as cold as ice..
My hands near to my heart,shivering, I offer a silent prayer.
The frosted ice on the ground had already formed a layer.

In my heart... I wish, I wish..
I hope time would forever cease..
In this flake of memory I see..
Making me not wanting to flee..

As the gale started to blow..
and the rivers had ceased to flow..
Everything had already froze ..
And shelter is nowhere close.

Unwilling to give up, I prayed harder,
Hoping to see a rainbow filled with colours..
Despite all these,
my hands started to freeze.

On my knees I am hoping.. hoping for a miracle..
Can this message be conveyed to you?
As I always believed in miracles..
And I wanted you to feel..

The spring melodies,
The summer breeze,
the autumn wind,
and the winter gale.

The sound that came out to my mouth turned into angel's feathers..
The ragged cloths I am wearing turned into well polished leather..
The angel feathers that had flown to you..
the sweet scent of flowers.. can you feel?

Written by Cheryl

Wahh THRASHED!

2009-09-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

I played BlackShot and got thrashed by
Ngjq D: . I say you are pro..
You dun believe. D:
His classmates thrashed me D;
lol. Died around 50++ Times today hahah,
ownage Dx.
Seeya :D

WAAA!!

2009-09-04T16:10:00.005+08:00

Mr Ong told me in the morning I was nominated
For a prefect! Oh yeah :) .
But I have to sacrifice my time if I was chosen :D.
I got interviewed by 3 prefects.
Head prefect and 2 other prefects D:.
SUPER NERVOUS!
Wish me GOOD LUCK D: !
Hais. Got back PPR today,
FREAK! L1R5 15 la.
I can go poly liao -.-
I got 6th in class lor.
1st in art. <- ... diao..
2nd in chinese. <- didn't expect
3rd in lit <- what..? -.=
3rd from the BOTTOM for maths <- WTF!?
Hais,
I AM IN CHOIR!
MDM WONG TOLD ME TO JOIN THE CONCERT OMG OMG YAY!!!

Other than kokoro.kiseki , I like Meltdown ( Roshin Yuukai ) by Rin.
Allgero agitate
My ears are ringing so loudly
Allgero agitate
My ears are ringing so loudly.
The above part is SOOOOO high pitched!
I think only the sopranos can sing..

Played BlackShot..
its uh, I kena thrashed 21 times -.-
Managed to kill one ppl nia.
I think I go back playing MMORPG -.-
If I play sure kena thrashed by Kevin <- pro D:

-searching for MMORPG- BB all ^^

My heart is beating so fast.
Its uncontrollable.. whats that feeling in me?
We are worlds apart.
But seeing you happy..
But, once again,
My heart has broke,
and pouring out.
"repair it" the voices in the crevices say ..
But how ?

Happy Day! :D

2009-09-03T18:06:00.002+08:00

OMG I TIO " SAMAN " !
I never do 10 maths exercises!!
JIALAT LOR!
OMG OMG OMG. Complete it in holidays!
Yay ! Our class had the cookies of the day ^_^
Gerald and Ding Lin got it :) woots.
Sorry for those 11 people who ran out.
Mr Seah forced me to write your name.
Sorry ..a thousand apologies!
Haha. I am so happy today!
I started laughing like alot of times.
Almost couldn't stop :)!
And my stomach hurts after laughing ^^
Me, Ding Lin and Sandra jie made fun of
HUI LIN jie today ^^!
She looks uber cute!( Even when she's pissed off ):D
Make her buay tahan us ^^!!

I love this song Kokoro.Kiseki!
So touching .. the lyrics captivated me most!
I listen to it everyday.
The song makes me cry!
( You: CRYBABY! WAHAHA~ )
( Me : NUU! ITS REALLY TOUCHING 'KAYS?)

Now , miracle accelerating..
Why are tears falling from my eyes?
Why am I shivering?
What is the beating in me ?
Is that what I wished for?
The heart ?

Miracle, Heart, Heart, Miracle
Now I learn how to be happy.
Miracle, Heart, Heart, Miracle
Now I learn how to be sad.
Miracle, Heart, Heart, Infinite
All of these seems deeply touching!

Okay. I feel weird.
I could draw anime boys properly!
( I couldn't last time. All look so GAYYY! )
I like drawing couples.. o///o!
I feel so HYPER! but too uhmm.. shy ?
Haha. Kevin Ng Grats worr!
Vice principal Mr Ong saw your video WOOT WOOT!
Haha, your talents are appreciated ^.^!
CYA!
:DD

The punishment day D:

2009-09-02T16:30:00.007+08:00

OMG TODAY WAS REALLY SUAY!!
1. I got sent out for science.
2. During art, had to stand in the sun D:
3. MT stand for whole period (almost detention)
4. English had to run 2 rounds D:
5. Suddenly got maths test in hall..
Remind me of PSLE sia! Its so tough!
The project class got learn de we
normal class never learn!
Haha. I met a person named Kevin Ng.
He's so pro in video editing ^^.. The effects and song matches
the video! AWESOME ^^ . I met him on youtube and he's from the same school too! o.o!
Haha, I hope to see more of your class videos :)

Oh yeah. I fell asleep while doing english filing D: ...
Now my head so dizzy. Like hangover like that.
WALAO. Still got... nevermind.
I've been forgetting things recently.
Oh NO!! I wrote the test date 19/9/09 at 19/6/09. HOLY !^@&@%!
See la. I so clumsy.
I don't feel the same..
So weak lol. >-My sprained ankle healed :D!
DAMN YOU MDM LEE LAI YONG WATCH OUT >:).
Ps. I don't drink though ! Its a bad habit.

What's this feeling in me?
What do I have to plea?
And through my heart pounding so hardly,
And why do I yearn so badly?

Day and night seems very long,
like peeling a seed by seed off a corn..
Its a tiring task that no one wants to do..
And out of all things, its so uncool!

And why the pounding heart,
and why the "Queen of Hearts" card?
And why does the autumn maple tree sheds its leaves in fear..
Like a sorrowful person shedding his tears?

Why do I feel so sad?
And what did I do, lad?
I just did something wrong - thats all,
"What kind of class chairman?!" thats your call..

With the grieve that no one knows,
And the river of tears that flows.
Its overflowing in me,
Its so obvious can't you see?

haha you peeps won't understand my poem :)
Maybe you'll understand me though .

Busy D:

2009-09-01T17:12:00.005+08:00

My Upcoming video projects :
1) Alice Human Sacrifice
2) I..I like you.. I..I love you
3) Don't flip ! O///O
4) Kokoro
Was thinking of featuring KNGJQ for Don't flip! O///O

Happy Teachers' Day

2009-09-01T17:01:00.004+08:00

I feel very happy for my teachers. Haha.
Finally they got 1 day rest.
( we all too HAHA~ )
One stone kill two birds.~~~
Woke up at 2am.. can't sleep.
Tossed around in bed.
Around 3 slept.
6 am woke up.. walao!
Cannot sleep again.
I play handphone games lor~~
Facebook all the way till 10am.
Tried a MMORPG beta.. Elf Online.
Graphics quite cute la. But I sibei easy die lor.
Mages are like that,
then 1pm started drawing.
Draw until now. Haha. Not really nice.
Not used to tablet yet..
BORED.
Now I decide NOT to post "EMO" posts.
Later ppl scared D: Hehe.
Kngjq video editing DAMN PRO SEH.
Taggs reply :

To kngjq : Haha thanks. AND BOO back! :D
To Andy : Lol. Spam lor o.o... later he bann you nia.
To ZY : Thanks for tagging. I'll tagg back.
To Wei Lin : Okie. Re-linked ^^ Cheer up kayys :D
To Jenice : Thanks for tagging ^^

We lost?! A disappointing day!!

2009-08-31T15:33:00.006+08:00

Was really heartbroken that we lost.
We DID a great job, didn't we?
We SPENT alot of time, didn't we?
We DID our best, didn't we?
But then, HOW on EARTH did WE LOSE?!
Its pretty shocking to lose!!
I cried when I shouted KAO PEI!
I went class and sulked.
WHY WHY WHY?!
Jia Yi made the girl's dance so nice..
the boys dance was really nice too!!
WHY?!WHY!!!!!
FUCK YOU TEACHER!
IN WHAT WAY WE OFFENDED YOU?!
WE DID STUNTS THAT NO ONE ELSE DID!
HUMAN STACKS MIND YOU!
WHATS WRONG WITH BEING SO HYPER?!
HUH? WHAT DID WE FUCKING DO TO DESERVE THIS!
AT LEAST A 3RD PLACE WON'T BE TOO MUCH!
1F AND 1G DANCE SUCKS!
IT CAN'T BE!
WHAT SO GOOD WITH JUGGLING?!
BE CLOWN NIA MAR.
PPL LAUGH AT YOU. SIAO.
1F LEH, THE FUCKING TEACHER DANCE NIA MA.
MS KOH AT LEAST CARTWHEEL WHAT?!
WE SHOWED R.E.F WHAT?!
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG YOU WITH YOU?!
YOU BLOODY FUCKTARD.
But something unsuspected ;;
we won the class blogging competition?!
We didn't really post you know?!?!
And Hafiz ran up to get :P.
Later, met 6A2-ians at tiong.
But then,
FUCK YOU "MAD"--am LEE.
She didn't allow us to go in!
Seeing out teachers will die meh ?!
Okay I am soooo pissed.
Must wait till next year.
Idk will she still let us in.
I am utterly disappointed.
Thats all.

Myself again ^^

2009-08-24T19:58:00.004+08:00

Yay ! Choir conductor FINALLY praised alto!
ALTO rocks!!!!
Yeah, she's been scolding us going off-pitch
and worse, from notes -.-
She scolded me for singing the wrong notes..
and doing the wrong solfages..
Okay.
" Allgero ~~ Agitate ~~ " - window cracks -
too high pitched..
Why does ppl have to hate me??
what on earth had I done wrong ?
I don't want anyone to hae me
nor hate anyone.
Except Kamalesh . (:
Ah. The feeling is back xD.
I LOVE MUSIC! I LOVE MANGA <33
I love Hui Lin and Sandra jie <33
I feel myself again.
But i can't bring myself to do something.
That is...
To.. kill someone.
What a yearning feeling.
I never felt this before.
I WANT , I NEED , I MUST
have THIS PERSON DEAD!!!

Why did you tagg me ?! >:O

2009-07-30T19:06:00.005+08:00

1.) The person who tagged you.
NSY! Ng Shi Ying! Aiai <3

2.) Your relationship with him or her.
BFF (: .

3.) Your first impression on him/her... maybe P2?
Not so early. I met her in P6!

4.) Your most memorable moment with him/her.
Prom Night! We danced together! And took photo~~

5.) The most memorable thing you said to him/her...
I love your drawings

6.) If him/her becomes your lover.
I am not yuri!

7.) If him/her becomes your lover, what would you like him/her to improve on.
*kicks the person who created this quiz*

8.) If him/her becomes your enemy, what will you do?
Shout : NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!! T.T

9.) If him/her becomes your enemy, what will be the reason.
I critizied her drawing ? ( I don't though! )

10.) The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now.
Draw her a REALLY REALLY NICE DRAWING!

11.) Your overall impression on her/him.
A understanding friend !

12.) The characteristic you love most about yourself.
Drawing manga! ( not perfect though )

13.) The characteristic you hate most about yourself.
Being over-reactive.

14.) The most ideal person you want to be....
My idol ( MJ- Michael Jackson :3 ) His dances and voice is oh-so-cool!

15.) For people that care and like you, say something to them.
OMIGOSH! I LOVE YOU!

16.) Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you.
Uhm...
Leona
Cheryl (1D)

2009-07-26T21:11:00.003+08:00

Okay. Managed to finally relax..
but I feel like wearing a mask..
And kill people !
AH SHIT!! NEVER DO CHOIR HOMEWORK!
DANG IT. ANYWAY IDK HOW READ NOTES.
Rofl~~~~~~ xD .

Okay. I wanna be Devil mask! >:D
From Festial Of Asylum
sung by Hatsune Miku <3~
The way she died unglam lor D:..
She fell off the building
after being shot by her bestfriend..
i think that old cheryl died like that
Yeahs.
Okay lazy write anything else.
Games I currently play :
Webgames :
Facebook luh!
Online MMORPGS.
Grandchase
Pangya Season 4
MapleStory
Holy Beast Online
Shaiya
Destiny Online.
WTF cannot find kongkong online le..
Stupid AsiaSoft make it pokgai D<
I am turning evil. Someone help
help me out of this abyss..
please ? I am suffering alot.
Good or Bad ?
Light or Darkness ?

The burning rage in me...

2009-07-23T21:32:00.007+08:00

Argh.. its the same feeling..
SOMEONE HELP ME!!
I am suffering..
so much..
I can't take it anymore..
should I flare up ?
should I swallow this anger?
You bribed me , totally..
I don't want anything..
I don't believe in your givings..
there is a motive somewhere..
I can't trust you anymore..
I can't really take it..
I can't control it anymore..
It wants to come out..
Should I release her??
My devil or anger?
Its piling up..
I can't remove it
no matter how much I try..
Its swallowing me up.
I feel helpless.
I feel weak.
I feel sick of your attitude.
You misunderstood me.
It is growing bigger..
the DEVIL in ME..
you can't see it yet..
It will come out..
when i can't take it anymore.
Watch out.
You will regret ..
EVERYTHING you had
DONE TO HURT ME.
I hate your attitude.
I hate your actions.
I hate your stickings to me.
It makes me feel insecure,
no privacy.
Stop looking at our mobiles.
Stop peeping at our messages,
we need our privacy..
why must you do this to me.
stop torturing me.
It hurts my heart so much,
it hurts... too much..
will my heart ever disappear ..
like a program being
UNINSTALLED ?
I think it JUST HAD been
uninstalled by me.
I am heartless.
I have no feelings for you,
FUCK OFF OUT OF MY LIFE. YOU BASTARD.
I don't need you to make my life anymore
MISERABLE.
Stop it please ??
For your sake and mine.
Its two HEAR-- no.. your heart's sake.
Alas. I feel like i have no freedom.
no secureness.
What have you done?!
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!
YOU TORE A DELICATE ...
no.. a tough leather.
yup.. brilliant.
you idiot.
FUCK OFF BAKA HEAD.
I hope you fail in
YOUR STUDIES YOU BASTARD!

2009-07-11T23:48:00.002+08:00

Heyys people! I am gonna be MIA soon!
" Thriller, Thriller night !! "
rofl. Still listening to Michael Jackson songs.
Po pi po pi po po pi po
Po pi po pi po po pi po
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Want vegetable juice??
200 yen nia.
JKJK. Really gonna MIA~~
Till final year i think~
Keep my CBOX alive or if its dead nvm.

Poor Michael Jackson!

2009-07-08T16:27:00.003+08:00

Argh~ *sobs*
I was listening to 'you are not alone' by Michael Jackson.
He was an angel lol. a angel named Michael lol. :D
He looks so lonely D:
He married twice and divorced twice!
God is so unfair to him.
He's talented but died at the age of 50..
and he has experienced no true love yet lol.
****! I talk like a fool :X .
I hope he is r.i.p-ing in Neverlands.
He is known as Michael Jackson aka Peter Pan ;D
I hope 'tinker bell' is with him ~

Michael J. Jackson or Anime, anyone ?

2009-07-04T20:58:00.003+08:00

Michael Jackson!! D:
I love :
Heal the World (Meaningful)
Billie Jean
Thriller
Black or White
-------------------------------------
Nevermind. Lets talk about anime :D
Elfen Lied : Bloody BUT obscene -.-
So I'll skip 10mins of the show ...
Monster : Mysterious and interesting,
I watch the FULL 30 mins episode~~
OKTO - Fri 11pm~
Jigoku Shoujo : HATEFUL theme.
Alot ppl got killed in the show...
Neon Genesis Evangelion : ??
Rosario+Vampire : Woot! Vampire theme.
Vampire Knight & Vampire Knight Guilty : 'Nice' love triangle -.-
Shugo Chara ,Shugo Chara Doki - Nice but I lost interest halfway -.-
Higurashi no Naku Koro ni & Kai - Bloody yet cute!
------------------------------------------------------------------------

2009-07-03T22:30:00.001+08:00

Japanese Tag game :D
I wish to play with u!
The oni is 'kagome' :D!!
so, who's up?
loser has to chop off
a hand. no, ---
your head Mwahaha.
JOKING -.- ...
I den don't want kill ppl -.-

かごめかごめ
かごのなかのとりは
いついつでやる
よあけのばんに
つるとかめとすべった
うしろのしょうめんだあれ

Kagome kagome
Kago no naka no tori wa
Itsuitsu deyaru
Yoake no ban ni
Tsuru to kame to subetta
Ushiro no shoumen - Daare

Surrounded, surrounded
The bird inside the cage
When oh when will you come out
At the dawn's twilight
The crane and the turtle both slid
Right behind you - Who is it?

2009-07-03T20:44:00.002+08:00

WTH! NOW I CRY.
MICHEAL JACKSON DIED D:
WTF!! I LOVE HIS SONG LA!
"Billie jeans"
"Heal the world"
VERY NICE LA!!
Sian Dx
That stupid doctor.
I'll keel him D:
Make my fav. singer die D:
T.T
Now I listen to his song, cry lor.
Before he died ;
I saw his face as : creepy
I heard his songs as :
Okay-Okay..
After he died ;
I saw his face as : okay
I heard his songs as :
Relaxing , touching
When he around don't treasure his music.
Wait till he really die le I cry D:
*sob*
He 51 years old nia leh!!!!!
Bu shuo le la. X.X

2009-06-16T19:02:00.002+08:00

Watch if you dare.
Not horror la . =.=
I like Len in his spectacles!
So cool~~
*nosebleeds*
OMFG WTF!
Too bad his a playboy..
argh. I am always taken in
by his looks~ So cool!! T.T

2009-06-16T16:15:00.004+08:00

OMFG! *nosebleeds*
Len is so hot XP.
I sound like a pervert yeah ?
In the song SPICE ,
he's a frigging playboy ,
but he looked very hot with spectacles
and without a top. <-- JK! Wahahah!!
After listening to
"Cendrillion" by :
Kagamine Rin & Len
Kasane Teto & Ted
Hatsune Miku & KAITO
Meiko & KAITO
something .. a flashback so fast happened..
my heart started pounding like mad...
I feel something falmilar,
but I don't know
what this feeling is; or how it affected me..
Was it a past life flashback or
something happened to me when I was young ?
After that.. I can't recall anything..
I feel weird...
So mesmerised..
what is that feeling ??
I am confused...
Cendrillion is :
LIKE CINDERELLA BUT MORE REALISTIC!
NO PUMPKIN CARRIAGES, NO FAIRES.
NO ELVES , NO STEPMOTHER.
NO MAGIC.
Just like for example, the main
singers are Miku & KAITO.
They are like Cinderella and the Prince
singing a love song duet.
But the girl stabbed the prince HARD ..
but it was an awful illusion
(she stabbed him a little only)..
the prince woke up from the stab..
They ran away from the palace together.

2009-06-15T22:15:00.002+08:00

I like Michael Jackson's 'Heal the World'
Its so touching.
Even though I HATE his looks.
He looks like a gayy xD
Anyways , the song was very meaningful.
Today went to change spectacles.
Found out my degree rose!!
My right eye is 400+ degrees!
RAWR! MUST THE THE
COMPUTER-GAMING!
Finally chiong-ing my hunter.
nimbecheryl- 70, ranger
YAY!
I got a hog , thanks to my
PRO FRIEND !!
ZZZ.. idk where train le.
I don't wanna play maple so
OFTEN! lols.
My project half-way done nia..
Addicted on ;;
drawing
listening too music
trying to make PRO videos.
Reading manga (Shoujo,Horror,Supernatural,Ecchi NOT! HAHA!!)
I still can't get some songs out of my head!!
Japanese : Kokoro,Melt,Love is War,My heartful song
BLACK DIAMOND,Servent of Evil,Evolution.
English : Heal the world,I did it for love.

2009-06-11T22:16:00.003+08:00

MONSTER the anime ROCKS!
Johan Liebert had no
sense of compassion for
us, the fellow human beings,
after being shot by his sister,
Nina Forter (I think)..
Dr. Kenzou Tenma operated on him.
But he had created a MONSTER.
A boy who has no sense of fear too.
I wish I was like Johan.
Killed many people and did not get caught.
I guess I am turning evil. ><
I am sadistic YEAH!!
His sister was so brave to have
shot him down, but he didn't die.
WTF so heng lor! D:
I play maple too !
Want add me , can ^^
World C :
Knight of Cyrus Character : x33xCheryl , 21
Hunter (soon to be ranger): nimbecheryl , 68
DON'T KS ME LA! KK ?
I WANT LEVEL 75 BY END OF HOLIDAYS!

2009-06-03T14:03:00.004+08:00

2009-05-22T17:04:00.001+08:00

Farking hell. This STUUPID PICTURE TOOOK ME 3 HOURS OF MY TIME RAWR!

2009-05-18T20:52:00.002+08:00

Tribute for Kagamine Rin and Len :
"Thank you for giving me miracles.
You gave me what I was not supposed to have.
You gave me a heart and feelings.
I will never crave more for the rest.
Because of you, I will sing for eternity,
even if this miracle would not last me long,
I would still sing, for you.
Not for anyone else, but you.
Even if we have to die,
we'll die together.
Even if history repeats itself,
I would never regret my decision."
****! What a ****ing love poem. LOL.
eeks. creep me out.
anyways, i love both of them.
Not excluding Hatsune Miku and KAITO.
Miku X KAITO.
Rin X Len
GET IT?!

2009-05-15T21:22:00.003+08:00

Today , went vivo with Sandra jie, her aunt and uncle and her maid.
It was fun,
I bought 2 monster books
YEAHH! The anime 'MONSTER'
and went Pizza Hunt eat.
The iced lemon tea so blend.
I added alot sugar and crushed the lemon LOL.
Later went IMM.
Went popular see assessment books.
I went to see O levels for science.
Some questions are out in the science SA1 gosh!
Laughed like mad when I saw the 'you-know' chapter.
Went back home , was raining.
Played Fiesta.
My fighter from level 12 chiong to level 19 today!
I want to chiong to 20 so I can job adv!!
I went Kingdom quests with 17-25 ppl.
Ppl say they tank boss.
Their HP 600-800 and the boss
hits 200 HP!!
My HP was 1.1k with buffs.
Become I tanked boss.
AY! I level 18 nia!! WANT ME TANK FOR WHAT?!
-runs back and chiong to fiesta-
see ya!

2009-05-12T20:05:00.002+08:00

oh ya , I learnt some new japanese words :
shiawase : happiness
tenshi : angel
kokoro : heart
wasuremashou : don't forget
baka : stupid
kisu : kiss (of course la)
sekai : world
meikyuu : maze
anyways I LOVE Songs like :
Meikyuu Butterfly , Black Diamond, Dancing in the velvet moon - Nana Mizuki
Kokoro, Melody - Vocaloids
Working on : NOTHING LA. Exam lor

2009-05-12T20:03:00.003+08:00

Hey hey, Long time no post . :D
my Youtube account : http://www.youtube.com/user/MaidenPhoenix
feel free to add me and watch my nub videos LOL.
I went to find Mdm Zheng during recess,
and found out she lost my test 1!!
AHHH!! I wanna revise you know ?!
Nevermind lor. DX
Currently obessed with Ikuto from Shugo Chara
Currently a big fan of VOCALOIDS XD

2009-05-10T12:56:00.002+08:00

Miku Hatsune's song :
''Melody''
touching song.
She is a computer progremme YOU KNOW!?
LOL, incredible :D

2009-05-10T12:21:00.007+08:00

Kokoro
Nice song , very touching xD
Made me cry lol . everytime i watched it. :D
It looks like I have a heart... but I de-installed it LOL.
I don't wanna re-install it again,
Or I'll die XD.
'Kokoro' will be too big for me ,
like that robot.
And I don't want to end up like her XD.
This portion (1/100 of a normal kokoro)
would be enough.
Anyways, *de-installs it*
Byes LOL. PS if i sound EMO.
I AM NOT EMO BUT MORE OF UPSET.
Have two PV lar. This one freak you out
not my problem ..
cause its sung by a computer programme
called : Vocaloid.

2009-05-05T16:17:00.003+08:00

Ps for long post. Really had too much hatred.. need release it.. of I go mad.
My 'Mad' is meaning :
Flipping the table over,
shouting : FUCK OFF PEI EN
and slamming the chair at her.
later I take out my penknife
from my pencilpouch....
I mean pencilcase
and I will slash her.
too bad there's law and i can't bring chopper to school.
Or you will say :
Ah, the mad chairwoman... eeee~~ running with a chopper.
LOLS!!
I really think I have split personality...
I sometimes the urge sooo bad sia.
I need resist.. or not i ruin my future.
The urge is so strong.. so urgent.
I have to hold it back.
At home I feel like clawing my hair..
clawing the walls...
madly slashing the walls with a penknife.
I think I going nervous breakdown lawls.
Sometimes I even scratch my neck till it becomes damn red.
almost going bleed.
If bleed, next day ,
you will see me going to school with a plaster on my neck .
OUCH...!
DX
Angrily signing off,
Cheryl

2009-05-05T15:51:00.003+08:00

LEE PEI EN, FROM SEC 1A , REGISTER NUMBER 6,
YOU BUGGER.
I WAITED FOR 2 WEEKS THEN YOU RETURNED MY MONEY.
F-U-C-K OFF.
STOP ACTING CUTE!
STOP CALLING PPL NAMES!
THEY ARE STILL OUR CLASSMATES YEAH?!
STOP YOUR FREAKING ATTITUDE.
YOU ARE DAMN IRRITATING
I HATE YOU
YOU IDIOT
I NEVER LIKED YOU AS MY BEST FRIEND
I HATED YOU FOR YOUR ATTITUDE
YOU KNOW I DON'T NEED A FRIEND LIKE YOU
IF YOU ARE CHIO, I AM THE QUEEN
IF YOU ARE MISS UNIVERISE , I GODDESS LA.
THIS ANGER IN ME WILL NEVER SUBSIDE
I WILL NEVER FORGET THE PAIN YOU GAVE ME
YOU GAVE ME FREE 'NUMB' INJECTIONS
WHEN I FREAKING DON'T NEED IT!!
YOU NEVER REGARDED ME AS A FRIEND.
YOU NEVER THOUGHT FOR MY FEELINGS.
AS A FRIEND,
YOU SHOULD AGREE ME QUITTING WUSHU.
INSTEAD YOU QUARREL WITH ME.
YOU SAID THAT I LEFT YOU ALONE.
THATS WHEN I DECIDED, YOU WEREN'T MY BEST FRIEND ANYMORE.
YOU HURT ME TIME AFTER TIME.
IGNORING ME AND SCOLDING ME.
I THINK YOU TOO HORNY LA.
ANYHOW SAY TEACHER DUNNO WHAT SEX PARTNER.
YOU GO GEYLANG DO BUSINESS LA!
SO EXCITED FOR WHAT?!
YOU THINK YOU VERY COOL AH ?
LISTEN TO MUSIC IN CLASS.
CAN YOU FUCKING HELL UNDERSTAND ME ?
FUCK. NEVER.
YOU IDIOT.
I-D-I-O-T.
CANT YOU DO ANYTHING ELSE BETTER THAN DOING THE DUMB STUFF.
PLAY HANDPHONE IN CLASS...
SCREAMING FOR NOTHING...
YOU THINK YOU VERY CUTE AH?
YOU THINK YOU ARE LIKE AMANDA TAN?
SHE IS 10000000 MILLION TIMES BETTER THAN YOU.
I ALSO HAVEN'T SCOLD YOU FOR NAMING WEI LIN JIBAI!
ITS A HURTING WORD YEAH!
I SAID SOME IN THIS POST;
I DON'T CARE.
YOU FUCKING SMS ME WITH ALL THOSE WORDS MANY TIMES.
SO IT SHOULD BE NOTHING TO YOU.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU,
YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A PIECE OF SHIT.
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SMS I RECIEVED from LEE PEI EN:
30-APRIL-2009
-FUCK OFF.
-Please la. You also not first day know me. I also know my attitude. You are no different from me.
-I loser? At least better than you.
-I know now that jibai your best friend.I not trying to start the fight. But you treat me as friend is all because of the jibai.What so good about the jibai?!She very good merrh?She only what be popular.
-Every single FUCKING time we fight, you always use my attitude as a reason.Why dun you just say the real thing. You want friend the jibai then say la. you say you no besties right.my foot la. Your bestfriend is the jibai lorrh.
-What the FUCK you want.I tried to change for you. I wanted to patch this up but you just put salt into my wound. I wantd to bu chang for what i did to you.But you just dun want. You know because of this how much I cried to get back this friendship.This time, i wanted to treasure it and bu chang.But you dun give me a chance.
*jibai is Wei Lin
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You know what ? You hurt me too much... you cried a few times... I CRIED ALMOST EVERYDAY! BECAUSE OF ? BECAUSE OF YOU! NIGGA! You be African-American la.. i can scold you nigga!! :D .
Anyways, if you hate me , say la ? Why scared ? All my hatred here la. want come la?
Don't humji. Call me act guai kia. FUCK OFF LA YOU.
IF I NOT CLASS CHAIR, I SURE HOOT YOU LIAO . like Li Fan treated Kamalesh. I don't mind getting suspension. I GIVE YOU a TIGHT SLAP LA.
S-O-R-E
+
L-O-S-E-R
=
S-O-R-E-L-O-S-E-R
=
L-E-E P-E-I E-N.

2009-04-30T18:33:00.003+08:00

Tys Daffy,Wei Lin and other ppl during recess who helped me .
TY - TY - TY - TY - TY - TY - TY - TY - TY - TY - TY - TY - TY - TY - TY - TY - TY -

Pei En , wake up. I am not the 'Cheryl' you know le. That 'Cheryl' is long dead. Its because of you.. You made that 'Cheryl' weep and cry, DO YOU FREAKIN UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH THAT HURTS?! 'Cheryl' was too kind to you, she lends you money , accompanies you,
but in the end , you scolded her to death! Is what she did deserved this?! She only wanted you to change for the better, but you said you already changed .In what way ?
You didn't change at all. You neglected her, but still saying she was your BEST FRIEND ?! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS ?! YOU TALK COCK ONLY. EVERYTIME YOU ASKED HER FOR HOMEWORK,
SHE REPLIED EVERY MESSAGE. IN THE END , YOU REPLIED SOMETHING AND WITH A 'F' WORD INSIDE. GEEZ, I didn't know that you are a person that 'Cheryl' relied on so much betrayed her emotionally.
YOU WANT ME TO GIVE A LIST OF 'THINGS YOU NEED TO CHANGE' ? FINE !
1. DON'T ACT CUTE!
2. DON'T ACCUSE OF ANYONE FLIRTING! IF YOU DON'T KNOW THE MEANING , THEN DON'T SAY IT!
3. YOUR FREAKIN ATTITUDE SUCKS.
4. YOU ARE SUCH A LIAR.
5. STOP CALLING PPL NAMES!
6. STOP THINKING WRONGLY AND HORNY.
7. I THINK YOU ARE TOO HORNY.
8. STOP CRITICISING PPL!
9. PAY ATTENTION! STOP ASKING 'CHERYL' FOR HOMEWORK!
10. I THINK YOU DON'T HAVE A HEART, SERIOUSLY.
AND MORE...AND MORE...AND MORE...AND MORE...AND MORE...AND MORE...AND MORE...
SO THINK BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING! YOU SORE LOSER. YOU ONLY TALK CRAP.
NOT HAPPY ? COME LA. FIST AGAINST FIST! SEE WHO WIN!

2009-04-29T20:42:00.004+08:00

Updated list of gans :

6A2 ;;
Hui Xin
Shi Ying
Alicia
Amanda
Siti
Mag` Tan

1A;;
Wei Lin
Daffy

2B;;
Sandra
Hui Lin
Edmund
Alvin

I think you peeps should know why
Pei En is not in there yeah ??

A poem written by me :
Oh, rainbow, rainbow.
you will come out by the light,
but will vanish by the night.
Oh, my rainbow,my rainbow,
when will I see your beautiful colours again
for my heart is filled with hatred and pain.
Rainbow,Rainbow, please do not vanish
before my very eyes again!!
-Cheryl (:

2009-04-28T19:36:00.005+08:00

Sad , I am soo sad.
You still didn't change. You still stayed the same.
I want you to change for the better.
I really want her to know she treated me
I want her to feel how I really felt!

I feel neglected and like as if the WHOLE WIDE WORLD
HATED ME FOR BEING BORN AND GROWN TILL SEC SCHOOL
you really changed .. by a mile.
I can't recognize you anymore!

STOP being AH-LIAN. STOP IT LA .
I CANNOT TAHAN,
YOU GAVE 'her' A LIST YEAH ,
I ALSO WANTED TO GIVE YOU ONE TOO.
STOP ACTING CUTE!
STOP ACTING LIKE YOU ARE A PRINCESS!
(YOU ALWAYS GET ANGRY WHEN I NEVER LISTEN TO YOUR REQUESTS)
STOP ACTING PRO!
STOP ACTING AH-LIAN!
STOP SHAKING YOUR LEG!
STOP EVERYTHING!!!
JUST STUDY LUH!

I am a like a robot created.
when I was done, I was named : Miracle robot.
The creator forgot to create me with something
and that is a heart.
After many many years,
I was left all alone.
I wanted to have a heart and live like a human.
So I went on with my plan.
----------------------------------------------
Suddenly, a miracle happened.
Tears can't stop falling from my eyes.
My hands can't stop shaking
There is something thumping in my chest.
Is this the heart I've wanted for?
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KOKORO - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - HEART

Anyways , what ever I did , I never did anything
that is really really bad.
I did things according to my heart and soul.
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我警告你，
天有眼。
小心報復!

It means :
I warn you,
'sky' has eyes.
Be careful of retribution!
'
sky' means the gods up there LOL!!
----------------------------------------------
Anyways , I find that no one in the class flirts
(which is effing good)
Some people are just mixing with boys as friends
and some are mixing with girls.
SINGLISH TIME :
the boy dun flirt
the gal dun flirt
both gender have PEACE XD
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.
One day, a china man saw an accident.
He don't know english so he said:
MA TA , MA TA (Police , Police)
One car come
one car go
one car bo stop
one car bo brake
two car PING PONG PIANG
please call E OR E OR
kam xia ,kam xia. (Thank you, thank you)

2009-04-27T18:54:00.000+08:00

or
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=twhS2eTkeyE

2009-04-26T19:11:00.001+08:00

video by me ~~ :D

2009-04-26T18:54:00.001+08:00

drawn by me ;D

2009-04-24T18:01:00.003+08:00

Aiyo! Had fights again -.-! Our class girls relationship hor... breaking up...
I don't want fight! I want Class SPIRIT!! NOT THE GHOST LA WTF =,= .
I want Fatal Frame II - The crimson butterfly COMPUTER GAMES! It sooo RAWKS!
Updates On my Gans ....

My Gans and Family :
6A2 `o8 Gans
Girls ;;
Alicia ♥ - Chocolate Mei~ (CGSS)
Amanda ♥ - Chocoholic Jie~ (?)
Hui Xin ♥ - GirlFriend~ (?)
Shi Ying ♥ - Otaku Mei~ (GESS)
Siti ♥ - Chocoholic Mei~ (GESS)
Mag Tan ♥ - Cutie Pie~ (GESS)
Boys ;;
???
QTSS Gans
Girls ;;
Hui Lin ♥ - Chio Jie
Kristy ♥ - Tomato
Sandra ♥ - Otaku-cutie Jie~
Pei En ♥ - Pumpkin Mei~
Wei Lin ♥ - Chocolate
Zoe ♥ - Coconut
Boys ;;
Alvin - Emotionless Kor
Edmund - Shortie Kor

Gans are LOVEDD!
Signing Off,
Cheryl

2009-04-18T12:30:00.002+08:00

Just watched Fatal Frame and Fatal Frame 2 Crimson Butterfly on youtube. Soooo scary BUT touching ! Its about 2 girls who entered some part of Japan and into the Himuro Mansion. ( In wikipedia, people in Japan who went there before saw blood stains and ghosts in broad daylight, thus, this game was inspired. ) The Himuro Family would do a ritual every 30 years, on December without fail. Maidens would be raised from a kid and when they grow up, 2 of them will be sacrificed for the rituals. ( 1 maiden for each ritual ).

These sacrifices were required to keep a portal to the netherworld located underneath the shrine sealed. To figure out who the sacrifices would be, the shrine keepers gathered all of the potential maidens for a game of tag, or Demon Tag. The blinded girl was to be the oni during the game. The Oni would have to try and tag the others in order to determine who the sacrifices would be. It is unknown if the girls were aware of this when the game took place.

The first girl tagged would be the sacrifice of the blinding demon ritual. It was said that the girl was 'blind' to the Oni, and thus couldn't see them. The last girl tagged was said to be stronger in aura or energy. She could see the demons, and get away from them quickly as well, in theory making her the strongest of the potential maidens. This girl would take part in the strangling ritual, which would keep the demons in the portal.

The two girls were in the Mansion, only with a camera to protect themselves from the ghosts. They have to take pictures of the ghosts to kill them.

Fatal Frame 2 The Crimson butterfly had serveral endings.
The first ending I watched was the twins who went in , one of them had to strangle the other for the ritual. With no choice, one of the twins strangled her sister. When her sister was dead, a crimson butterfly emerged from her body. She chased after the butterfly, shouting : "Onee-chan! Onee-chan!" which means , "Sister! Sister!" The dead sister flew near her for one last time and flew away with other butterflies. ( The dead villagers who vanished before the ritual ).
the second ending , I will be posting up. The first ending too. I am lazy to write anymore.
Signing off,
Cheryl

2009-04-18T11:57:00.003+08:00

Aiyo.. so long never post le. Hais. Still got alot of things haven't do :
Maths chapter 1-6 ( I haven't even study larhhs )
Geog book 1A and 1D ( forgot )
Chinese ( ??? )
TUTION !! AHHH!! I HATE IT!
Siging off, ( headaches >.< )
Cheryl

F n N lessons (ICT)

2009-04-14T14:52:00.002+08:00

I loved Food and Nutrition lessons . Also known as (F'n N or Home Economics)
There are 3 sections of the lessons :
Theory ( With workbook and textbooks )
Practical ( Cooking )
Coursework ( Project work )
I love the Coursework and Practical MOST!! In Practical lessons , we get to cook different dishes like : Cookies , Stir fried noodles and much,much more! Its also interesting to get to taste my own creation and see how well or bad I cooked!
I love the Coursework as we get to do projects. We also get to do surveys and give our friends to do the surveys I created.
I don't really like the theory lessons as I have to do the workbook. The workbook is very hard understand and do. The lessons are sometimes boring or interesting.
I just learnt that artifitial sugar are harmful. Margerine is harmful too as it is 2 molecules away from plastic. I got a shock when I heard that . I loved spreading margerine on my bread followed by sprinkling a little sugar. I am not going to spread margerine on my bread again .(I will replace it with butter instead!)
Overall, I still love F n N lessons and I hope I can score an A1 again..

Teachers I love in RMPS

2009-03-23T16:50:00.003+08:00

Dedicated to teachers who taught me :

Dear Mrs Tan Tsai Yi , thank you for teaching me in 3A and 6A2 ! I WILL NOT forget what you said to me and what you had taught me ! Thanks for your encouragement and I'll be back on teachers' day this year ! :D

Dear Mrs Tan ( Liu Lao Shi ) ,
Thank you for teaching me chinese and telling us (6A2,6S,6M normal chinese merged class) wonderful stories!

Dear Mrs Tan Eng Leong ,
Thanks for being my teacher in 4M . I liked it as your classes are very funny and I enjoyed it~

Dear Miss Lim and Mrs Cheong ,
You are great teachers when I was in Primary 1G! Hahas . I am very happy in QTSS xD.

Dear Mrs Yew ,
Theres no more two Cheryl Ong in 2B ~ So there's no confusion haha ! I loved the times in 2B as you are a nice teacher ;D !

Once again Thanks !

To the teacher I hate :

Dear Mdm Ong,
I know I may have offended you in a way or another but .. why must you embarrass me infront of 5M ?! Do you know how embarrassed I felt when you pointed out my silly mistakes infront of the class ?! When I don't know how to do my homework , why MUST YOU SCOLD ME STUPID ?! Yeah , FYI* , I GOT A1 for my MATHS! You even rolled up a book and hit my shoulder! YOU removed my time for reccess and pe. You even forbid me to learn English! Who are you to me ?! You are not MY MUM!
YOU CAN'T TIE MY FREEDOM LIKE THAT! THANKS TO YOU MY MATHS GOT A LOW B FOR 2 YEARS! Thanks to Mrs Tan who pulled my maths up! I'll come back to Radin Mas this year, hungry for war! WATCH OUT MDM ONG or MAD-am ONG!

Classes I was in :
1G
2B*
3A
4M*
5M
6A2*

In primary two , 2A is sports class.
In primary four onwards , M is the top class
6A2 is the second class.

WOOT

2009-03-23T16:33:00.002+08:00

Yay ! The doctor wrote me a letter .. now I pray that my letter would be accepted! Pei En seems pissed off with me for quitting wushu .

1st thing : I need freedom right ? I can't always follow you !

2nd thing : I need to follow what my heart says . I have a bad feeling about wushu . If I don't quit wushu , I will go mad or faint during lessons. I have asthma you know?! I am prematured child and I suffer asthma from birth!

3rd thing : All boys in wushu SUCKS!! Especially MARCUS, EDMUND and LI FAN! Except for the boys I didn't mention in 1A !

Duhs ! I am the class Chairwoman. Hope that everyday would be a smooth day and I WOULD ENTER CHOIR! :D

1A is LOVEDD!
6A2 is LOVEDD! (Radin Mas)

HELP!

2009-03-14T10:27:00.002+08:00

I am very stressed! You know why ?

1st : Had a nightmare about someone beating me up and I was drenched with blood and covered with bruises!!
(I am scared of people beating me , thats why I got into wushu for self-protection!)

2nd : Had to think about the ACES Day dance .. as I was in the dance committee!! (Headache sia . I don't really know mush english song~~ Help me please xD)

3rd : Had to train for NAPFA . I ran 2.4km in 20 mins!! Failed badly sia, and I am in
1A !? How can I fail this test!? I also aim for training in sit-ups, standing broad jump, shuttle run and inclined pull ups!
(I suck at running thats why on sports day, I didn't participate in any running events)

4th : Had to do geography project, maths homework (the TB, WB and maths journal), Chinese homework (Peranakan Experience) and Science (Biology worksheet)!
(I don't really like homework!)

5th : I had to go for wushu camp on Monday and Tuesday (0830 am to 1830pm)! Its a day camp and IDK WHAT TO BRING!!

6th : I didn't do all my TUTION HOMEWORK!! I DON'T WANT TO DO!!

7th : I always have headaches ! HOW TO DO ALL OF THEM IN A SIMPLE 3 DAYS HOLIDAY CANCELLING MY WUSHU CAMP AND WEEKENDS TO TUTION?!

Signing off :
Cheryl (DAMN STRESSED!)
P.S the ice princess thing is my cousin anyhow type de ._.

2009-03-13T13:49:00.002+08:00

My results are out! I feel that I deserved my results. Here is my results :
English: 61.7 B4
Chinese: 60.1 A2
Mathematics: 82.7 A1
Science: 48.5 D7
Geography: 68 B3
Literature: 61.7 B4
Home Economics: 83.8 A1
Visual Arts: 94.3 A1
Total: 3 A1 , 1 A2 , 1 B3 , 2 B4 and 1 D7.
Duh. I should work harder .. but not too hard lest I become a nerd =,=.
Hahas . No offence though!!

2009-03-12T18:42:00.003+08:00

OMG! I like ON/OFF, Kanon Wakeshima, Nana Mizkuki and Eiko Shimamiya!
Their songs are captivating and has a nice rhythm!!~~
I sound like a mad girl now =.=

I love ..

2009-03-12T18:23:00.002+08:00

I love ...
My school (Queenstown Sec)~~
Music~
My friends~
Anime~
Nature~
Anti-Homework~
Teachers' Day~
Childrens' Day DX ~

Sports Day

2009-03-12T17:16:00.003+08:00

Woot so happy! Alexandra got 1st in cheerleading (thats good) but sucks in running events -.- .
Got addicted to some japanese songs again ... I am a BIG ANIME FREAK!!!

Name of song / Anime name / Singer's name
My heartful song - Shugo Chara Doki! by Nana Mizuki
Black Diamond - Shugo Chara ! by Nana Mizuki
Dancing in the Velvet Moon - Rosario + Vampire by Nana Mizuki
Naraku no Hana - Higurashi no Naku Koro ni Kai by Eiko Shimamiya
Rinne ~Rondo~ - Vampire Knight Guilty by ON/OFF.
Tsukihana - Jigoku Shoujo Mistuganae by Nana Kitade
Taishou.a - Higurashi no Naku koro ni Kai by anNina

English songs that I got addicted to :
Disturbia by Rihanna (Love it when it's Halloween LOL)
You are the music in me - HSM ('Cause of Sherwin introduced it to the whole class)

Omg .. btw .. My kor (not blood related) sang the school song like this :
We dare to serve YES-with our hearts (He SHOUTED THE 'YES'). That made me laugh so hard lol . Then , later I realised that Putri and Amanda are soo cute lol . Haha xD .
For goodness sake I am not a LES! Don't think 'in the wrong way!!' I won somethings !
1. Glory for Alexandra!
2. The oppotunity to dance infront of the school!
3. Cheer for Alexandra!
4. To be able to meet more people XD!!
I really loved today's sports day!
Apology to Pei En :
Sorry for throwing my water bottle which is full of water at you!! Sorry! I was angry, pissed off and sad! Please forgive me DX!

My not-blood-related-family & friends :DD
Sandra jie, Hui Lin jie, Pei En mei .
Alvin kor.
1A !! :D
6A2 o8 from Radin Mas !
LOADS OF LOVE FOR YOU MY JIES & MEI!

Hates DD:
A girl from 2A.
Someone from Radin Mas.
2 boys from 1A. (very obvious from the way i behave towards these 'boys')
Marcus, Edmund <-- for teasing me.

fallen`

2008-12-29T13:01:00.001+08:00

I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com

Lovely Day again X

2008-12-06T18:57:00.010+08:00

What a day! I decided to quiz myself :D

Life in RMPS quiz :

1. How was the life in RMPS like ? Horrible ?
Ans : Its okay from Pri. 1 to Pri. 2. Then that principal entered our school ....
changed everything until its 'KNS' (Ka Na Sai).

2. Which year is a nightmare for you ?
Ans : The year which MAD-am Ong taught 5M.

2a. Why is it so ?
Ans : I didn't do 3 questions and she scolded me stupid =.=. And if i didn't understand after she explained, she'll beat me with a book... She banned me from recess, PE and English... My maths was 80++ for years.. when she came , it was below 70 and close to C!!! WhatTheFcuk!!

3. Which is the MOST memorable year ?
Ans : This year (2008).

3a. Why is it so ?
Ans : I met my Pri. 3 form teacher, Mrs Tan. ^^ .. she helped me in my maths!! From a LOW B to a low A.. it was a great improvement!! :X . Not only that, 6A2 gave me alot of happy memories and some HATEFUL MEMORIES!

4. Why do you tend to hate people ?
Ans : Simple. If they betrayed me, they should say a sorry then I'll forgive. If you provoked me, your ending will not be good either.

5. Have you truly loved a boy before ?
Ans : No .

6. Did you confess ?
Ans : I confess I hated him lol!

7. Do you still like him NOW ?
Ans : I sorta miss him yeh(as a friend).. not only that.. I like the times we quarreled..^^

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I love you ! Dedicated to BFFS!
3 simple words ;
same meanings ;
same purposes ;

I love you;
Korean : Saranghaeyo;나는 당신을 사랑합니다
Japanese : Aishiteru;愛しています
Chinese : woaini;我愛你
French : Je t'aime
Greek : Σε αγαπώ
Spanish : Te quiero